We had homecoming at my church last week. I wasn't expecting it, but one of my best friends was there for the service. She sat with me and another friend of ours. She sat beside me and I could hear her singing along with the hymns. It took me back to a place long ago when she and I used to sing in the church choir together when we were in Jr High School. Ah, good memories!
We all went out to eat lunch together after the service. It gave us a chance to catch up on each other and to have a few laughs together. It was so much fun! I was so thankful that I felt good enough to spend some more time with them. It was so great to see her again!
Later that same day I helped Miranda and Vince with their wedding invitations. Again I was thankful that I felt well enough to help them. I wish I could do more to help, but I do as much as my body allows.
Going out to eat with my friends at a restaurant with hard seats and exerting large amounts of energy to talk and laugh do not come without a price for me. Helping my daughter and future son in law with their wedding is something I greatly enjoy, but it too usually comes at a price for me over the next few days.
The next day I felt achy and tired all over and my pain level was high most of the day. I wanted to go to a support meeting that evening, but I felt too bad. So I just went to work, I just had to "Keep On Truckin" and made it through the day.
Tuesday when I went to work at the Construction Company I was very tired all day. It was a long day and I just had to "Keep on Truckin" until it was time to go home.
My brother mentioned to me that he and I have to "Keep on Truckin" and that we can help each other out. I looked of the meaning of the comic "Keep on Truckin" and the meaning I found is... "keep on doing your own thing regardless of obstacles." There may be
hundreds of other meanings for these words, but I like this one.
I have thought of these words this week when I felt exhausted and I knew that I had to keep on going. I thought of theses words last night when I suddenly felt nauseated and I was hurting from by belly button to my bladder. I sought relief and rest with 2 of my best
buddies...heating pad #1 and heating pad #2.
As I was in bed I started getting anxious, but I decided to do some deep breathing and to recite scripture to myself. "He took me by the hand and helped me." It calmed me down...
When Alan came home with supper I felt like just laying there, but I decided I needed to "Keep on Truckin." So I got up, and spent some time with him and I continued to feel better.
Who doesn't have obstacles in their life? Yes, mine may be more than yours, but then some days yours are more than mine. Everyone is going through something. We all have to put our heart into it and keep on going.
Living with Interstitial Cystitis (IC) and other chronic, invisible diseases has taught me that I am stronger than I thought I ever could be. Sometimes I have to dig really deep. I have to be really focused on a particular task in order to push through, but sometimes it is oh, so worth it!!
I also admired that he said "we can help each other." I like the idea of having someone that can be your motivator. In return you try to encourage and motivate them! Find someone that can be your Keep On Truckin (KOT) inspiration. It can be a family member, church friend, support group friend or neighbor. Seek them out by email, text, postcard or phone call. You make the first step! So as the month for IC awareness comes to a close, let's all remember to help each other. Yes, we need to spread awareness whenever and where ever possible. But we should always remember as family, church family or IC family we all need to help each other "Keep On Truckin!"